Peaceful Confusion

Confusion of love, validity and harmony,

You have proved me foolish,

Constantly questioning the genuine,

I knew this before,

But you broke the rules,

I believed your actions,

I believed your words,

I believed because I mirrored.

Internal struggle,

For I know you believed them too,

But they proved to be false promises,

Wishes that you wished for,

Dreams that you could not dream,

You could not have loved me,

But you fooled me into believing you could,

Disappointment overwhelms,

In you and in me,

I am over the withdrawals now,

But I am still angry,

Polar opinions, days apart,

How could you?

How does that happen?

Logical decisions outweigh ones of the heart,

Is that right?

Will that haunt you later?

Surprisingly prepared by your cold shoulder,

I was still broken,

Round two of cons,

I understand it is for the long run,

But the chemistry is still there,

It worries me now,

I deserve more,

I deserve someone who doesn’t need to be sure,

I deserve someone who falls blindly,

I deserve someone who is solid and strong,

I deserve someone who is ready,

Ready for me and ready for the blue trouble,

A blissful summer and then I am ready,

Anxious to get started,

I wont let you set me back anymore,

Don’t do what he did,

I don’t want to feel vulnerable,

You owe me more than that,

It is time for me,

Confident in the relief,

Focused and in the moment,

No more compromises,

A peaceful ease is upon me.

Curiousity is left to kill,

I respect you,

But I don’t need you,

Please stay honest and learn,

We will be friends again,

Just give me my well-deserved blue summer,

And then we may be friends,

Empowerment brings revenge and strength,

Satisfied and content,

I am at peace.

Co-writer: anonymous


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